KathleenM: General

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Lauren

this is just for lauren who got rejected from paige's first blog.

but i wont say anything sentimental or overly affectionate here.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

the hobby thing.

well. i could write about hobbies but you need a life to have hobbies and considering my life consists of school and work it hard for me to me identify a hobby that is separate from these.

just to accentuate the nerd, not so within, i particpate in debating and hybrid car team.

debating is good , it doesnt matter how many times i debate there's always somethimg new to learn.

hybrid car team is good too. soooo interesting even though i find it difficult to comprehend- " what do gears do again?"

and we get to drive - badly- but we do get to drive.

there are downsides but staying back after school's ok.

Sonia and Lauren - cookie buddies.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Just a Poem.

Superficial or sincere,

I cannot tell what I hear,

Is this faith or courtesy,

The ambiguity is what wounds me.

My heart is fragile as a snowflake,

Show too much warmth and it shall break,

Shards of it that could not embrace,

That in myself others may have faith.

If I cannot see the good in me

Then how can others trust in what cannot be

For if I feel like a fake or fluke

How is it that I am not rebuked?

Doubt encircles my active mind

I find it too arduous to unwind

Due to my lack of self belief

In friendship I find disbelief.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

RANDOM BLOG NO.1

i almost bought a puppy on saturday.

it was white an d fluffy.

malteseXbichon toy poodle.

adorable .

$795

many problems with my theory.

a) mum would kill me .

b)i don't want to part with $795

c) you have to be 18 to buy a puppy.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Ok a real Blog entry.

I am.....an overthinker. I worry about the smallest things and I have bucket loads of self doubt. I am always waiting for disaster.

All i really want out of life is safety and happiness for my loved ones. But thats sooooooo corny. I also wan to succeed really badly. I'm afraid of failure.

I'm extremely competitive. I LOVE to win. iI am really ...........RANDOM.

expect tonnes of random comments.

okay heres some more in depth stuff about me.

i dislike who i am and i want to be a better person.

i do well at school, but it annoys me when people say that im"smart" because i dont think that's the case. I'm just interested and i love to learn . i am a nerd . I like school and i am not so secretly dreading the moment i have to leave.

I have a sister in year seven, she has the same mannerisms that i possess. ummmm.

thats all i can think of for now

oh, wait.

I work at maccas , i love to talk, i am a spastic.

thats all.

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